Yes, I'm a bloody board passer.

Almost a month later, and angsty about it because of the added expense and hassle about being a bloody board passer and having to register for my license. Really, I'm not happy about it. I passed but so did 236 other people out of some 500 people who took the exam. Aaaand, I failed an entry exam for a government post that I was really excited about. Bugger.

So I'm doubly depressed and there's nothing anybody can do about it. So there. Phooey.

1

10

100

1 day after the fact

so i botched the countdown. just as i probably botched the exam. no, i won't make it to top 10... hell, if i do pass, i'm sure it'll be about 100 decimal places shy of failing altogether. but that's okay, i plan to be too drunk to notice if i failed or passed the exam.

cheers.
to all the bloody board passers.

33

33 and counting

so far, i've finished reading 210 sections out of 1020, of the official gazette, otherwise known as the revised manual for geodetic engineers. 810 more to go. i've done about 10 child's-play math problems, nothing of geodesy, cartography, theory and practice.

only 33 more days to go...

34

counting...

just counting... and i haven't cleaned out the fridge yet, but i seem to have acquired a taste for coffee and toast for breakfast since i started studying.

35

Freaking out

yes, i put a little reminder on the sidebar to add to my exam anxiety, and another HUGE one where i definitely won't miss it, just to piss me off. so i suppose i'll use this blog to mark the calendar, chart my study progress and track my anxiety attacks.

if i miss a day, it means either i'm working, studying or cleaning out the fridge.

last saturday...

i cleaned the kitchen oven. yes, i did, and after doing my laundry, washing dishes, cooking breakfast and lunch too. then the following day, i again cooked lunch, cleaned up my room a little, scrubbed the bathroom tiles a bit and cleaned the microwave. all this from a girl with no bedroom floor to speak of, just a carpet of used clothes, books, loose change and scrap paper.

so what got into me? the calendar got into me. it's less than 5 weeks til my board exam (AAAARRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh!) and i've yet to do some extensive studying. it was then that it hit me: i hate studying more than i hate cleaning. i was procrastinating by cleaning.

well, at least my procrastination methods are productive. and i did squeeze in 6 hours of studying after all the cleaning, right after receiving news that a friend just passed his board exams (congrats, tito japee!).

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" i wish that my room had a floor
i don't care too much for a door
but this walking around
without touching the ground
is getting to be quite a bore."

-some limerick i read when i was younger, forgot the author